Sunday, September 1, 2013

" ? "

Dear diary,

Today I am in desperate need of some answers. Today, I want to ask you some questions that I dont think will ever be answered. Today, I sit here, not to express myself, but to wait for you to talk back to me. I think it is too much to keep everything to myself now. I think, its time that you ask me what's up?!

Alot has been up. ALOT. And everything is so confusing. Therefore, you need to help me find answers to all that I ask you today!

1) Why am I here? here in this place?

2)  Who around me is real? who really cares?

3) Is there anything that will continue for long to make me smile when I look back at it?

4)  when will good things happen to good people and bad people pay for their sins?

5) Is there something called "karma"?

6) When will the world be a better place to live in?

7) How to control my anger?

8) Am I a very bad person?

9) How to tell someone that you love him unconditionally?

10) How to get away with the fear of losing someone you really love?

It's been 20 years that I am finding answers to these. I hope someday I'll know the answers.. I hope! I just hope I will! 

Friday, August 9, 2013

Silly nothings! :-)

Dear diary, 

Life has been busy and I've not been doing the best at keeping up with blogging at regular basis. However, all this while, you had always been on my mind. I could always think about putting myself into words to let you know, how life has changed and how big a girl I am.

Sometimes I find that we get so caught up with the busy-ness of life that we fail to notice how major the things were that went past us, without even making us realise the change that took place within us, or in the things that surround us.We completely forget all the things that matter ; that every little thing that has been a part and parcel of our life and without whom this journey would've been a complete  mess to deal with. But today, as i sit down to recollect, every moment brings a smile to my face. 


It is quite weird  how you never thought that somebody's presence would mean so much to you. To see that one smile, you could wage a war with all the demons that stop you. A major pain to you wouldn't be as bad as a slight discomfort to them. When you count on them for your smiles, your tears, your joys and your anger ( :D ) too. All this never made sense.But now as you are into it, everything falls into place.

Life, as I see it is just a string of beautiful moments, one after another! :-)

Life, is about perspective. It is about the ability to recognize and appreciate the things, people or that one person who really matters.

Life, is just a moment in time. We dont know when our time is up. And before that happens, let those people  know how they mean the world to you, how you and your soul could be incomplete without them.

If you have a person you want to tell something, tell them. It just takes one moment to change your life, and one moment to look back into that one year that went past you and smile to say thankyou :-)

Love,
Nivruti