Saturday, May 28, 2011

Goodbye! :)

Dear diary,

As i sit down today listening to some good music on you tube, a Rascal Flats song "here comes a goodbye" made me think.

Yes, It was about how good are the goodbye's?

For a matter of fact, the word goodbye brings a pain, a sorrow and a hope to meet the person again. It may be from a lover to his beloved, a warrior to his country or a father to his child. Every meeting, journey or a conversation is incomplete without its use in the end.

why can’t we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn’t work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. And then we would have to say a good-bye. Sometimes when I make new friends , I do wonder- one day won’t I have to say goodbye to this person too? I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.

I am that one person who has heard so much of this word lately that now the Good part in it has seemed to fade away, away in those beautiful moments!

As a little bird is scared to enter , enter into the new sky, I feel the same. To leave the warm nest with a heartfilled goodbye will be tough.

Life has to move on. New people, and a NEW journey has to begin. This has always happened and maybe, IT has to happen. You don't do anything, the circumstances make you do that.

"Don't be sad that it is over, smile as it once happened" ...

Yes! smile! For the ones who've made you smile once! what if a goodbye awaits you!


Monday, May 23, 2011

A smiling diary page

Dear diary, 23rd may ,11:28 pm

The much awaited day of my life was here. It was one of those days where I couldn't just stop smiling. The 12 years of my life NOW made some sense. I always wanted to bid these 12 years a grand farewell. and, to end it that way was HUGE.

I had many things unanswered, unquestioned, untouched for years together. and may be this day taught me. or rather made me realize what I was always onto!

With everything that I have NOW left behind, I can smile.. look back and say.. "YES! I have done that with completely no regrets" .

For a person who heard so much from so many people together.And me, who was always a silent watcher and listener it means,it means alot.

Sitting here and trying to express how I feel today is IMPOSSIBLE.

With a BIG promise that I've today done to myself of NOT looking back at anybody in the past, and with a bright motive of JUST moving ahead. Here I am.

Peace. xx

Monday, May 16, 2011

Sometimes :)

Do you sometimes hear a song and unconsciously sway in time. Know that you'll be humming it till late in the evenings and the mornings to come. Figure it will stay on your playlist till your player dies out and gives in. Forget everything but the way it seeps through your thoughts and overwhelms the world.

Do you sometimes read a book and find a friend in the pages. Love them with all sincerity and expect wonderful advice at the drop of a hat. Ask them about the moons and stars far away, about clouds in the sky. Cry to them when the world feels unfair and wrong. Pretend to ignore them so that they may call out to you in the midst of a fierce winter wind.

Do you sometimes look back through albums and faded photographs. Look for people that you have seldom talked with; only observed through corners of your eye. Recall instances that seem like your own, yet make you a stranger in a strange land. Create characters in your head that amuse you for hours at an end.

Do you sometimes look at someone across the room and freeze. Think that the ground beneath your feet just moved a little. Look into their eyes to find a steady reassuring gaze surrounding you, getting you drunker than the wine in your hands. Breathe while pinching yourself, for you have found one more alike soul to wander with.

Monday, May 9, 2011

I look back at life

..and smile.

At all that has been accomplished...
On all that remains to be achieved...

Of the dreams that are fulfilled
Of the ones that are lying to be gone after..

Of the passions that have driven me..
For the causes that I have strongly believed in.

For the people who have inspired me..
To be an inspiration for the many.