Sunday, April 3, 2011

My dream girl! ;)

""She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child."

Yes! This blogpost is dedicated to someone who knows me through and through! Someone who's seen me grow.. in age and size! :P She has always been that person whom I have looked upto! My role model.. my companion! My personal punching bag! :) She's nobody but my SISTER!

I have always said that being a younger child in the family was the best thing that could've happened to me! May be one of the reason was that most of the pampering I got was from her! From sharing all my secrets, to signing my "bad marksheets" as my mom, she has always been there!

With both parents working.. She was the one who made sure I took all my meals! She was my baby sitter.. Who combed my hair , dressed me , so that I could go out in the evening and play while this lazy ass sits infront of the tv and watches her favourite serials.

If I was always that stubborn rude child.. She was the cute," shareef bacha" of home! :)

WE HAVE DONE THE CRAZIEST THINGS TOGETHER! and I really mean it! Those stupid silly and POISONOUS recipes.. To those water fights . Everything is so clearly etched!

Enough of the GOOD part! Lets just see the other part of the coin now! :P

SHE MADE SURE THAT I WAS ALWAYS THE VICTIM OF HER CRIME! Being elder to me. she always thinks that she has the FIRST right over everything! By everything I refer to the following things :-

1) My favorite side of the bed

2) Her favorite channel on the TV set

3) On mom's awesome accessories

4) A right to sit next to dad when mom is not there in the car.

We fight like cats and dogs! PEOPLE! you wont believe! I abuse her for even that extra spoon of maggy in the bowl! :P
And I promise! I'll do that even when you have your kids around! ;)

Di! I dont express but that surely doesnt mean I dont care! :) You know! And I dont have to say it!

You crazy bitch !! I love you! haha! :)

Saturday, April 2, 2011

"With every step I a mistake to some! "

Dear diary!

I've always got people talking about me. No, I am not bothered. But sometimes it just leaves you pondering. "IS IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT?" Why do people have to talk? Can someone not let You live?

There is not even one person on this earth who is NOT criticized. But why do they have to do that? Is the answer is SELF SATISFACTION? or is it "i-am-not-that-and-i-wont-let you-be-the-same" thing?

I have heard so much in these last 3 years that it has totally left me immune. I even got people who went away with "YES-YOU-ARE-AT-FAULT" attitude! BUT WHO CARES?
NO! They still do! yes! they still do! Their mainspring is STILL not satisfied . Like,they were born to do the same!

Sometimes I feel my heart yelling these three heaven words of "GET A LIFE" . Yet, You sit back and pray that karma would take over. For it has been that one agency I have always looked forward to.

Every night I ask that person sitting up in the seventh sky.. "DUDE! why do you bring such people in MY life. You love me so much eh?" And I get no answer ! With a heavy heart . I turn my pillow over and go off to sleep.

That very essence of trusting people has been lost somewhere . somewhere in those rude gestures and worthless critical remarks! Who's to be blamed? NOT ME!

Pushing these thoughts to the back of my mind, a new day starts. A new day to SCREW such people and MOVE AHEAD.

A floating thought still lies in the deep corners of this myogenic organ that maybe tonight that person will answer me :)